When
I first met Fred, he always carried a small green binder, and he
was constantly writing in it, mostly aphorisms. In the early 70's,
I met Fred in New York, and we drove to Boston to visit Minor White.
Fred and I shared a bedroom. Not long after I had fallen asleep,
perhaps twenty minutes, as I recall having looked at the clock,
Fred woke me. "Walt. Walt. Listen to this." In his robe
and pajamas, with a brown felt sleeping cap that Frances had made
for him, he read something to me from his green binder that he had
just written. "That's good, Fred," I said. He apologized
for waking me, but, of course, I needed to hear what he had come
up with. After about half an hour, he woke me again. "Walt.
It's better. Listen. It's better." And he read whatever it
was to me. And, so the short night went, until dawn. I have no recollection
of what it was that Fred kept working and reworking.
The
way Fred combined and recombined ideas, as he did in his images
or in cooking, can be seen throughout these booklets. Phrases repeat,
by themselves or attached to something new. But always the context
is at least slightly changed.
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By
the time we were working on this project, the memory of the
green binder was gone. Even though I found it, empty, in the
darkroom, it was part of distant past. Instead, Fred wrote
on scraps of mat board which he kept stashed around his room,
by the phone, behind books, on the table next to the daybed.
Part of our problem was reading his handwriting, which got
particularly difficult when written at two or three in the
morning. Another problem was to decide on which of the revisions
was better. When I had finished three booklets, A
leaf falls/and we remember the season, A
Gate Without an Inscription/Makes No Sense,
and Only Chance is Fair, we decided
to create more booklets by using material from previously
published collections. I edited, designed and printed out
sets of booklets which were tied together with red thread.
About as fast as I printed and bound sets, he gave them away.
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Fred
wanted the booklets published and distributed, but without spending
money or time. My printing sets seemed to temporarily fulfil his
wishes. But we did talk about putting them on a Web site. Here they
are as Adobe Acrobat PDF files. Click on the file name to see the
PDF file. If you don't have Acrobat, download it for free by clicking
on Acrobat
Reader.
You
may download and print out these files for your personal, noncommercial
use.
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